ThatSuddenNeed

11:37 pm: Progress Part 2

Spencer began kissing Aaron. First on the lips but then he began trailing his jaw line and down his neck. He ran his hands over his lover’s chest and then sucked a nipple into his mouth, tugging it gently with his teeth.

“Mmmm Spencer.” Aaron threw his head back and moaned. It was enough encouragement to keep Spencer going even though he still wasn’t comfortable. He hadn’t even maintained an erection.

Spencer reached over to the nightstand and grabbed the bottle of lube. As he did he looked down at Aaron. He wasn’t hard either. Usually by the time they had out the lube neither man could contain himself and were hurried to make love. Aaron looked as scared as Spencer felt.

Spencer bit his lip, Aaron thought this would help, and Spencer didn’t want to be the one to stand in the way of progress. He squeezed the lube on his fingers, leaned down and began prepping his lover. He began slowly with one finger.  Aaron had never been penetrated in the past and had no idea how to relax, what muscles to push to help with the first entry.

Aaron sucked air though his teeth sharply.  He knew that it might be uncomfortable, but he didn’t expect pain.

Spencer stopped and looked his lover in the eye, Aaron tried to smile, but the gritted teeth gave away his discomfort.  Spencer leaned over parted Aaron’s lips with his tongue and began kissing him deeply. With his free hand he stroked his partner, trying to help him move past the pain and begin to enjoy what they were about to do.

Just then Spencer realized something that should not have taken a genius to figure out. He didn’t want to do this. He wasn’t enjoying himself and from the looks of it neither was Aaron.

“Fuck me.” Spencer suddenly said out loud removing himself from his lover.

“What?” Aaron opened his eyes and asked confused.

“You know you want to, I can’t do this. Our sex life is fine. I need you inside of me, not the other way around. You know you agree, just hearing me talk like this has you hard as a rock. Now get over yourself and take me.” Spencer demanded.

His cock was at attention and the feeling of control pulsing through his body made him feel like a new man. “You wanted me to be in control, so get off your ass and onto mine!”

Aaron looked him directly in the eyes for just a moment. For that second Spencer didn’t know how his partner would react. But all of a sudden he found himself face down on the bed. Aaron had him flipped and pinned in no time.

Apparently Aaron did not need to be told twice.

Spencer cried out in pleasure as he felt his lover take a bite out of his left butt cheek. Oh god, the sex was going to be rough, but it was going to be good.

“You like that baby, does that make you hot?” Aaron had Spencer’s hair in his hand and was pulling him up from the bed with his lips right against Spencer’s ear. “Do you want me to fuck you? Do you want me to stick my big hard dick in your ass, is that what you wanted all along?” Aaron had started prepping Spencer and it felt amazing.

“Yes sir, please fuck me. Make me come. Give it to me!” Spencer was pleading with Aaron. His cock was rubbing so hard against the bed he feared he would chafe.

“Hands on the headboard… Now!” Spencer did as he was told.

“Yeah, I’m gonna give it to you, that’s for sure!” Aaron began sliding his dick inside of Spencer. It felt so good Aaron knew he need to pace himself or else it wouldn’t last.

“Ahhh…” Aaron moaned out loud as he began stroking in and out. This was right, this how it should be. If it ain’t broke don’t fix it.

Spencer reached down and began to stroke his own cock.

“Hands on the head board I said!” Aaron barked. “Don’t you listen?” Aaron spanked Spencer’s ass.

“Ooh”, Spencer was on the brink of coming, but controlled himself, he wanted to make this last. “I’m sorry sir, please forgive me?!” They hadn’t played this game in so long, it had never been one of Spencer’s favorites, but he was beginning to change his mind about it.

Aaron reached around and began fingering Spencer’s nipple. Spencer let out a noise that almost sounded like a sob.

“Yeah is that good? Do you like that?” Aaron asked Spencer. Aaron himself was enjoying the game immensely.  Spencer was so tight and each thrust was so hot he became less and less able hold back the burning orgasm he could already feel in the bottom of his stomach.

“Aaron god please touch me, it’s so good.” Spencer was getting so close his nipples were hard and the fire inside him was burning through.

“Ask me properly and I’ll stroke your cock so good you’ll be coming for days.” Aaron ordered.

“Please sir…please touch me, I’m going to come..” Spencer could barely get the words out.

Aaron recognized the pleading of his lover and knew he had no time left to play. He reached around and started stroking Spencer’s penis and kissed his neck, all the while still toying with his nipple.

Within moments Spencer was pumping his seed and screaming out in pleasure. “Aaron, oh god, god, god…aaahhhhh. I love you, I love you…aaahhhhh.”

It was too much for Aaron, he also exploded inside of Spencer, the tight convulsions of Spencer’s ass sent him over the edge. He put most of his weight on his lover and came. “Mmmm, mmmm, yeah…I love you too baby…yeah…”

When they were through and lay in bed resting Aaron rolled over and looked Spencer inquisitively in the eye. “Get off your ass and onto mine?”

“You’ll be coming for days?” Spencer shot right back at him.

“Apparently we need some new bedroom vocabulary.” Aaron laughed and tossed a pillow at Spencer playfully.

“I could go to the library and find some books...” Spencer said going into genius mode.

“Oh god, never mind, we’re fine!” Aaron threw his hands up as if surrendering a battle.

“I love you, tonight was great, the entire night… well maybe not that bit in the middle, but … Thank you. You have come such a long way and I want you to know, I’ve noticed…it means so much to me… that you would try...” Spencer started tearing up.

Aaron simply leaned over and kissed him softly on the lips.

That’s all that needs to be said when you’re in love. 
 

 

Tags: aaron, hotch, reid, slash, spencer

10:11 pm: Progress

On his drive home from work Spencer found himself thinking about Aaron. He was pleased with their current situation. Aaron had been seeing a counselor now for over 3 months and the results were already showing. Spencer had only joined him for one session so far but he hoped they could do it again at a later date.

 

The therapist had helped Aaron open up about his guilt for being gay and talking about it made him realize that a lot of his problems stemmed from his fathers insistence that Aaron be a strong successful man and carry on the family name above all else.

 

Regarding the control issues, well, those were still a work in progress. Rome wasn’t built in a day, Spencer thought and Aaron’s obvious commitment to the counseling was all he needed to stay right here, by his lover’s side.

 

Spencer had had a long day and was hoping Aaron would grab take-out on his way home from his session. Problem was Spencer had called him a few times and kept getting his voicemail. Aaron only used voicemail during stings, interrogations and that one hour therapy session. Spencer didn’t think there was a bust going down or else he would have been notified. Besides, they made it a point to always contact one another to say I love you before they walked into danger. They weren’t oblivious to the heartache their careers could cause.  He doubted Aaron would be questioning anyone on a day he had to leave early from work and his session was over 15 minutes ago. So he was quite baffled on what his partner could be doing.

 

When Spencer pulled up to the townhouse he noticed Aaron’s car was in the driveway. This was puzzling also because if you calculated the distance between the therapist’s office and the traffic on the roads Aaron shouldn’t have been home for close to another hour.

 

He opened the door to darkness. Was that jazz in the background? What was going on?

 

“Spencer, I’m in the kitchen baby.” Aaron called.

 

“What are you doing in the kitchen?” Spencer was confused. Aaron used the kitchen to get coffee and beer but really nothing more.

 

He made his way to the kitchen and nearly fainted. Aaron had set the dining room table, there were flowers, mood lighting and his lover was actually making dinner.

 

“What is this?” Spencer was more than surprised but also very confused. Aaron wasn’t one for romantic gestures of any sort.

 

“This, is our 3 year anniversary.” Aaron walked over and wrapped his arms around his lover’s waist and kissed him softly.

 

“Well, yes it is but we’ve never celebrated before.” Spencer looked at Aaron in astonishment but it showed he was more than pleased. Just then a buzzer went off on the oven.

 

“Ooh that’s my casserole!” Aaron exclaimed as he ran over to the oven and grabbed a pot holder.

 

“You made casserole? What else do you have in store for me?” Spencer asked while walking over to stir something on the stove. He wasn’t quite sure what it was. He was happy but he was also a bit nervous. Aaron wasn’t known for his culinary skills. He needed a recipe to make cereal.

 

“Oh hey honey, your phone is off!” Spencer said while tentatively sticking his finger in the mystery sauce. He put his finger in his mouth and sucked on it.

 

Aaron glanced over and his heart skipped a beat. His genius had no idea how sexy he could be. “Yeah, I know, I turned it off.” Aaron replied.

 

Suddenly Spencer’s mind went into over drive. Aaron must have been fired. Thoughts of child support, alimony, mortgage all started whizzing around his mind. They had a nest egg but would barely make it on Spencer’s salary alone. “What happened?” Spencer asked standing petrified by fear.

 

Aaron took a moment to take in the young man’s face. His soft brown hair tucked behind his ear, his full lips in an O of concern and his hazel eyes wide open. “Spence, relax. I told Gideon I needed the night to myself and he is fielding all my work calls. I made it clear that no emergency was big enough to bother us. Now go pour yourself a glass of wine, dinner will be ready in a second.”

 

Visibly relaxing for only a moment Spencer quickly cocked his head to the side like a beagle on a hunt. “Wait, you just said “us”. You told him not to bother us? Which would imply that in this house we some how interact with one another which could possibly indicate we are a couple. Work knowing about our relationship is one of your biggest hang ups. So did I hear you right? Did you say us?”

 

Aaron had bent over to take his casserole out of the oven and let out an exasperated sigh. “Spencer, you are ruining are romantic night.” He said as he dropped the hot casserole down on the stovetop rolling his eyes. “Yes I said us. Yes I implied to Gideon that we are a couple. It’s called progress baby and I’m doing my best.”

 

Spencer felt awful. He had hurt Aaron’s feelings when he was trying so hard. “Honey I’m sorry it just caught me by surprise. You know this is exactly what I’ve always wanted. Come on, let me help you set the meal out.” Spencer offered this as a peace offering.

 

“Alright come over here and help me but first give me a kiss. I missed you all day. I barely saw you.” Aaron told him.

 

Spencer arrived in Aaron’s open arms and embraced him with a warm hug. He then pulled back and traced a finger down his lover’s nose. “I love you.” Spencer told him. “Thank you for all of this.”

 

Aaron smiled and learned in for a kiss. Their mouths met and each man sighed. Spencer parted his lips and invited Aaron’s tongue inside. Aaron nipped his bottom lip first and ran his tongue over his top lip. The kiss quickly became hungry and Spencer was pushing Aaron up against the cupboards. Aaron felt his erection pushing against Spencer’s hip and quickly composed himself. “Hey there Dr. we have a dinner to enjoy. There will be more than enough time for play later.”

 

The dinner was actually good. Spencer wouldn’t say great but he knew Aaron had really tried. The conversation was fun. They talked about their college days. Aaron’s were a lot more exciting than Spencer’s. Spencer loved listening to Aaron talk about anything that could make him smile. They agreed it was probably the first dinner they had ever had interruption free. They reconnected on a lot of different levels.

 

When dinner was over Spencer began washing the dishes. He laughed to himself because this was one job that his lover was usually willing to do. But tonight he thought he could take care of it.

 

Suddenly he felt strong arms around his waist and felt warm breath on the back of his neck. They stood there like that for a moment and just swayed, Aaron’s chin resting on Spencer’s shoulder.

 

“I have one more surprise for you.” Aaron whispered in to Spencer’s ear.

 

“Really, I’m intrigued.” He replied with a smile on his face. His voice deep and flirtatious.

 

“It’s kind of a first for us.” Aaron began, turning Spencer around so they were face to face. “It’s something I want to try.”

 

“Alright honey what do you have in mind? I’d try just about anything for you, you know that.” Spencer saw the hesitation on Aaron’s face and wanted to encourage him to share whatever it was he was thinking.

 

“I want us to make love..” Aaron said but Spencer quickly interrupted.

 

“Well that’s not a first darling. We do that all the time.” Spencer smiled.

 

“I want us to make love but I want you to be in control and top me.” Aaron finished.

 

The look on Spencer’s face was horrified. “What, Aaron I’m not a top! I wouldn’t even know where to begin.”

 

“But admit it Spence, you would enjoy being in control once in a while. I need to learn to let go of some of my control issues. Please Spencer. We are a happy, healthy couple and we should try new things.” Aaron could see the doubt in Spencer’s eyes. He didn’t want to push his partner but he really felt they should try this.

 

Spencer didn’t really know how he felt about this. He hadn’t been on top since he first began exploring his sexuality. He had enjoyed it, but never felt comfortable in that role; he was always worried that he would do it ‘wrong’, that he wouldn’t be enough to satisfy a lover. He loved having Aaron inside of him. It really was all he needed. But if Aaron needed this then Spencer would go along. Maybe he would enjoy it after all.

 

Spencer dried his hands and made his way to the bedroom. Aaron was already there and had lit some candles. He’d even changed the sheets. It was obvious to Spencer how much thought his lover had put into this entire night. However he wasn’t quite sure why Aaron was trying to touch on so many issues at once. The profiler in him said that this was an act of control. He was using this night to prove he could change. What Aaron didn’t understand was that this past 3 months had been proof enough. 

“Hi.” Aaron smiled. 

“Hi.” Replied Spencer. They were both noticeably nervous.  

Spencer lifted his sweater vest over his head and loosened his tie. Aaron removed it for him, kissing him while running his free hair through Spencer’s brown curls. 
 
 

Spencer’s mouth went dry and his hands shook.

“What’s wrong baby?” Aaron said holding Spencer’s trembling hands still. 

“I just… what if I can’t…” Spencer fumbled. 

“I love you,” reassured Aaron, “I want to be with you, I know what it is like to be in you,

I want you to be in me, to feel you, to be together that way.” 

“But…” Spencer said, his insecurities pouring out in the saying of just that one word.

Aaron was the strong one; he was the one with the  big office.  When Spencer had moved in all he brought was a battered suitcase of clothing, a couple of boxes of books and his laptop.  All his furniture went back to the thrift store he had bought it.  He had always been in Aaron’s shadow, he liked it, and it was safe. 

“We’ll go slow,” Aaron said with reassurance in his voice, “Its kind of scary for me to you know, I’ve never done this before, you will have to be gentle.” They both laughed a little. 

Aaron removed the rest of Spencer’s clothing, sat himself further back on the bed, and waited for his lover to come to him.  Spencer crawled over looking down at the growing erection between Aaron’s legs.  Instinctively his head stared to bow, his lips opening. 

“Not tonight honey,” Aaron said, his arms wrapping around Spencer’s torso, pulling him close, until their faces were only a few inches apart.

Spencer licked his lips, wondering why Aaron wasn’t kissing him.  Another shiver went through his body.  Aaron held him closer until Spencer’s heart started to slow and beat in unison with his lover’s.  Aaron’s lips touched Spencer’s and stopped.  It was Spencer’s turn to take the lead.  

Tags: hotch, reid, slash

11:11 pm: Let's Go Back Chapter 2

It was as if the temperature in the air had changed. Spencer was standing in the hotel room door feeling more exposed then he ever had. “It’s not something I broadcast.” Reid told Hotch.

 
“Right, of course, sorry.” It was Hotch’s turn to fumble with words. “I guess in a way maybe I knew.”

 
“You think you knew? Why was that? If it’s because you rarely see me go on dates with women that isn’t a good enough reason, because I rarely go on dates with men either. I’m really that pitiful nerd you all think I am. Maybe even more so.” Spencer laughed in a self depreciating tone.

 
“No, I just, can we not talk about this in the hallway, come in here for a moment?” Hotch moved out of the doorway for Reid to enter the room.

 
Reid walked in and Hotch motioned for him to take a seat in the desk chair as he sat across from him on the bed. Aaron ran his hands up and down his face and blew air out of his lungs nervously.

 
“I thought I knew because…because, I have had feelings for you and I have always felt that you somehow had feelings for me too.” Hotch admitted.

 
“Whoa whoa, what do you mean you had feelings for me? You aren’t gay Aaron! What is this?” Reid was obviously very upset and had stood up to leave.

 
“Wait Spencer stop, please stop. I’m sorry. Let me elaborate. One of the reasons Haley and I are having such a hard time, the REAL reason, is because I am not in love with her. That is because I have feelings for men. I always have but I knew what was expected of me as a man so I buried them. But after that hostage situation with Kelner and not knowing if we were going to get you back, I knew the truth about myself and I finally had to admit it.” Aaron was scared, Spencer didn’t think he had ever seen him this way. “I just can’t keep up the façade, it’s all crumbling down around me.”

Reid looked at Hotch with disbelief in his eyes.

“So what you are telling me is that you pretend to be straight for society. You even get married and have a child. But along comes this Mr. Rogers dressing, statistics spouting Dr. Spencer Reid and you just can’t deny yourself any longer? Is this some sort of joke! Did Morgan put you up to this? It’s really not funny Aaron.” At this point words were just flowing out of Reid’s mouth. His emotions acting quicker than even his genius brain could. He was hurt, embarrassed even. He stood up to storm out.

“Wait Spencer where are you going?” Hotch looked at him with confusion.

 
“Hotch you were so drunk 5 minutes ago I had to help you to your room. Now you are trying to make me believe that you have all these feelings for me. You have no idea how much I care about you, HAVE cared about you. So excuse me if I’m not willing to jump right into your arms. For all I know you could sober up over night and retract this entire conversation.” Spencer was red with anger. He felt toyed with and used.

 

“Spence, it’s not a joke, though at this moment I almost wish it were. Trust me, this conversation is definitely one to sober a person up quickly.” Aaron had actually reached out to grab Spencer by the arm to still him. “Just don’t go please. I, just, just don’t leave until you can say you believe me. I’ve never told anyone this before. It’s hard for me too you know.”

 
Spencer heard Aaron’s voice break. He realized it was not a joke. It became clear in that moment that the man he had been dreaming about for so long was standing in front of him telling him that he felt the same way. This was never even a possibility. For once in his life he was at a loss for words. And he decided that if this was to be a night of firsts, he might as well go out with a bang.

 
He took a step towards Aaron, put his hands on either side of Aaron’s face and kissed him deeply. He assumed there would be some hesitation but Aaron parted his lips and moaned into the kiss.

 
When Spencer pulled away he said, “I wanted to make sure I wasn’t dreaming so I figured if this wasn’t real you’d deck me.” He smiled sheepishly.

 
“I liked that more than pinching.” Aaron replied.

 
“So what now?” Spencer asked Aaron.

 
“I’m not sure. I know I need to try things out between us. I’ve been suppressing these feelings away for too long. When we get home I’m moving out of the house and into an apartment.” Aaron told Spencer.

 
“I don’t want to be a home wrecker Aaron.” Spencer said matter of factly. “I won’t be that guy.”

 
“No, no of course not. Truth is Haley called and told me that my stuff was already, packed and sitting by the door. It’s been a long time coming Spence. This is all so new to me, if you want this… us….we will have to take things slow. I’m not sure if I am ready to make whatever it is between us public. Spencer I’m sorry if I confused you, my head is spinning and I feel like I have lost my footing”. Aaron felt awful and worried he had already made a mistake.

 

“That’s fine Aaron I agree. Day to day. You are new to this and honestly I’m not very experienced.” Spencer seemed relieved.

 
“Alright, well since we got that settled, do you think we could pick up where we left off? I think I could use some more practice.” Aaron smiled with bedroom eyes and pulled Spencer in for another kiss.

 
“I’m glad you needed a drink tonight.” Spencer pulled out of the kiss and looked in his new lovers eyes.

“You have no idea.” Aaron replied but quickly drew him back in.

Tags: hotch/reid/slash

11:17 pm: Insecurities 2

Back at the room Aaron was brooding. Why didn’t Spencer want to come back and spend the evening with him? He wouldn’t even sit next to him at dinner. Was there someone else? There couldn’t be, they were always together and he’d have noticed. He decided to get in bed and watch TV till Spencer got back, and then maybe they’d talk. 

An hour later Spencer walked in the room. Aaron was about to address him but before he could Spencer grabbed his suitcase and walked into the extra room, he then slammed the door for effect.  

Aaron immediately burst through the door, “What are you doing?” he demanded. 

“What does it look like Aaron, you don’t have to be a genius to figure it out!” The sarcasm literally dripped in his voice. 

“I’m sorry if you are mad at me for what I said after dinner. It was uncalled for.” Aaron had started going behind Spencer and repacking what his angry lover had been putting in drawers. 

“Stop it Aaron. I’m staying in here tonight, I need a break from you!!!” He all but yelled the last words. 

“No baby, why?” Aaron panicked “What’s wrong, please talk to me. I love you.” Tears had welled up in his eyes; a rare occurrence and Spencer felt himself get weak. 

“I am SO tired of your need to control me. We are partners, we should be equals. Equals don’t embarrass each other in front of friends and co-workers. The way you acted tonight was out of line. After 3 years, you should be confident enough in our relationship to trust me to hang out with our friends without you. God Aaron!” No tears were on Spencer’s face, not this time, this time he was just angry. 

Aaron on the other hand was a mess. The thought of losing Spencer, even if only for one night, was too much for him to bear. “I’m sorry, I was out of line. I don’t know what is wrong with me lately. I’ll do anything though to make it up to you.” 

“Counseling. You need it, we need it. I can’t do this anymore. I love you more than anything and don’t want to lose you, but you need to deal with your issues.” Spencer delivered this not as an option, but as an order. 

“Fine, anything, just please come back to bed with me. I can’t sleep without you.” At this point Aaron’s face was soaked and his nose was running. Usually such a stoic it really did pain Spencer to see him this upset. 

Spencer walked over to his lover and gathered him in his arms. “I love you.” He whispered. 

Aaron broke down harder and sat on the bed bringing Spencer down with him. Spencer held him while he cried. The role reversal wasn’t one either man was accustomed to. 

When Aaron began to calm down Spencer kissed him softly on the lips. “I love you, really, but we need some help.” 

“I know, I know, I’ll make a call in the morning. I’m glad we talked about this; or rather you pointed it out. I’m not willing to lose you.” Aaron ran his hands up Spencer’s arms. 

Spencer leaned in and pressed his lips hard against his lovers. Immediately Aaron’s hands were in Spencer’s hair. The need behind the kiss was passionate. This kiss said they were going to be okay. 

Aaron began unbuttoning Spencer’s shirt and Spencer had pulled Aaron’s T off over his head. They lay back on the bed and just kissed. First soft, a lot of light kisses sprinkled over cheeks, neck and ear lobes. Then quickly the kisses grew harder and more demanding. 

Spencer caught himself cupping Aaron’s erection when he heard his lover moan out loud. Spencer could feel his own hard-on pressing against his slacks. 

They needed to stop. They never had sex on business trips unless they were alone, which was rare. 

“Aaron stop. We can’t do this, Morgan is in the next room as is JJ.” Spencer explained to his lover, who had begun unzipping his pants, pulling Spencer’s dick out of his boxers. 

“Yeah, you’re right. This is against the rules.” Spencer was relieved, he had feared resistance on Aaron’s part. Spencer sat up and gave his partner a quick peck on the lips. 

Aaron however had something else in mind, he pushed Spencer back down and dropped to the floor on his knees and took Spencer’s cock in one mouthful.

The wet heat had Spencer crying out, “Aaron” before he could stop himself. He regained composure and said, “Oh god, honey stop, we really can’t do this...aahhh”. 

 
“I want to make love to you, I don’t care if we have to stick a sock in your mouth.” Aaron had come back up on the bed and was pleading with Spencer. 

Spencer couldn’t believe he was agreeing to this, but after the night they had, he felt they deserved this normalcy. He reached out and pulled his partner down on top of him. “I want you too, we’ll just have to be quiet.” Spencer pushed down Aaron’s boxer briefs and took a hold of his penis. 

Aaron began unbuckling Spencer’s belt and pushed his slacks down freeing his hard on. “Do you have the lube in here?” Aaron asked. 

“No, I don’t bring lube on business trips because of the rules.” Spencer laughed an Aaron blushed and kissed him. 

“Alright I don’t have any either, how about lotion?” Aaron asked. 

“Fine, go get it.” Spencer instructed his lover. 

When Aaron got back he was pleasantly surprised to find Spencer stroking his own cock. 

“Impatient are we?” Aaron teased. 

“I just know what you like, you and your voyeuristic tendencies.” Spencer wore bedroom eyes as he replied. 

“Oh Dr., you know me too well.” He began applying the lotion to his fingers and poured some in Spencer’s hand. 

Aaron started prepping Spencer, one smooth finger at a time. Spencer was stroking his lover’s penis with one hand and his own with the other. 

“I’m ready hon, just take me.” The words Aaron had been waiting to hear. He spread Spencer’s legs further apart and pulled himself deep. His arms were wrapped under Spencer’s armpits and over his shoulders as he drove himself inside. 

Aaron started out slow, pushing inside the tight warmth of his lover. The sensation that surged through his body was different from any feeling he had had with other partners; this feeling was home. If he needed to make changes, he would. Hell, he’d walk through fire to keep this beautiful man in his arms. 

Spencer looked in his lover’s eyes and realized Aaron had gone to another place in his head, “Come back to me.” Spencer raised his hand to Aaron’s face. 

Aaron smiled down at him and reached down and stroked his penis. Spencer threw his head back and moaned, his eyes closing in ecstasy. Aaron loved to watch his lover in the throes of pleasure. He continued stroking, in rhythm to his own thrusting. 

That sudden need became irresistible, the need to take to possess. Aaron began pumping harder, wanting to scream out, but knowing he could not, due to their neighbors. He pulled Spencer even closer, if that was at all possible, and began marking him. Nipping here, biting there. Spencer’s skin was slick, a mix of both of their sweat. The taste was salty but delicious, the taste of passion. 

“Aaron, Aaron slow down, I’m so close, I want to wait for you.” Spencer whispered up against his ear. 

Aaron slowed his hand and watched as his lover chewed on his lips, sucking them both inside his mouth and between his teeth. Aaron wanted those lips all for himself. He leaned his head down and kissed Spencer deeply. 

“Mmmm” Spencer groaned aloud. “I can’t hold it, I’m gonna come, I’m sorry.” Spencer’s whole body stiffened and then he was crying out as ribbons of white were streaming between them. 

Aaron smashed his mouth onto Spencer’s in order to muffle his cries. The loss of control on his lover’s part had him nearing his own climax, the spasms of Spencer’s body gripping and caressing, sending him closer to the edge.  He lifted one of Spencer’s legs just a bit to gain more leverage and plunged his final thrusts deep inside. 

“Mmph, mmph, aahh…” heavy breaths and a final cry was the ending for Aaron. He came harder than he ever had in his life. “Mmm, god, ohhh”. 

Aaron rolled off of Spencer and took a few deep breaths to compose himself. “That was amazing.” Aaron told him. 

“I know, sorry I couldn’t wait for you, it was way too good to hold back.” Spencer was blushing while he apologized. 

“Baby it was terrific, don’t apologize, I love to see you lose control.” Aaron told him. He was propped up on one elbow running his fingers on his lovers pale chest. 

Spencer rolled over to come face to face with Aaron and took a deep breath. “Aaron, just because we did this, well, it doesn’t, it doesn’t mean we’re all better. I’m serious about the counseling. I do love you and would never want to lose you, but the path you are on, we are on, is making me uncomfortable in my own skin. I lived the first 23 years of my life uncomfortable being me for one reason or another and I thought when I found you that would all change. And it did, for a long time, but recently you have made me feel inferior and domineered. I just can’t do this for the rest of my life honey. I can’t.” 

Aaron watched as Spencer struggled to get through his feelings. It pained him just to see his lover need to say these things, knowing he is the one that caused this problem. “Baby I know tonight doesn’t make it better. I am a profiler and I fully respect the importance of therapy in a healthy relationship. You are right. I have a problem. I don’t exactly know when it came about or why, but I’m willing to find out and work to change it. I’m not willing to lose you, this isn’t an option. I promise you we’ll get through this.” As he said this he stroked Spencer’s jaw line. 

“Alright good. I’m going to hold you to that promise. Um, Aaron, do you think we were quiet enough, we both got a bit loud once or twice?” Spencer was a deep shade of pink as he asked his lover this question. 

“Yeah, I think so and if not who cares, I was really only concentrating on you.” Aaron told him. 

Just then they heard a noise coming from the room next door. Aaron drew his eyebrows together in concentration and Spencer sat up a bit to listen closer. 

“Is that what I think it is?” Spencer asked Aaron with a look of amusement on his face. 

“Oh yeah, that’d be Morgan, and it sounds like he is only concentrating on himself.” Aaron joked back with Spencer. 

The two burst into laughter and couldn’t stop even as they made their way to the bathroom to clean up. It felt good to laugh together, it felt right.

Tags: reid/hotch/slash

11:13 pm: Insecurities

The team arrived at the hotel earlier than planned which was nice because it meant they could sit down and have a meal together. In this line of work they were family and moments of relaxation were few and far between. They decided to meet back in the lobby in 30 minutes. 

They didn’t ever have to double up rooms but Hotch and Reid always got separate but adjoining rooms. Hotch felt it made the rest of the team more comfortable. The extra room however was never even touched. The thought of sleeping without Spencer in his arms was not one Aaron was going to entertain, especially if he was simply a room away. 

Spencer thought the extra room was unnecessary and a waste of government funds. They lived together like a married couple does so why not room together. Aaron always answered that it was because they could just be roommates back home but choosing to room together when separate rooms were available said something very different. 

Once in the middle of the night Aaron’s phone had gotten caught between the couch cushions and could not be heard. Home office called Morgan and JJ looking for Hotch so they came to the room at 2:00 AM. When Hotch made his way to the door it was more than apparent he had been in bed with Spencer. His bed wasn’t touched, no clothes hung in the closet and the adjoining door was wide open. He simply barked at them so that they would deliver the message and leave. 

After everyone had put their bags away and acquainted themselves with their room they met back in the lobby. They agreed on Mexican and headed out. 

It was nice to spend time in a relaxed atmosphere with the team. Emily was trying to prove she could drink Morgan under the table and JJ was spanking Reid at darts. Gideon and Hotch were left at the table discussing football. As usual Pen was back home but never far away from Derek’s cell phone. 

When the food arrived they all came back to the table. Reid sat between Morgan and Gideon and an obvious annoyance crept over Aaron’s face. Spencer saw it and immediately rolled his eyes.  

It had been years they had been together and Aaron still wasn’t confident in their relationship. At first Spencer had tried talking to him about it, he tried everything he could think of to make Aaron more secure but he finally realized it was never going to get better. He’d decided that Aaron’s gruff exterior was only a disguise for his uncertain inner feelings. He needed to control Spencer to feel confident and usually that was fine. He loved Aaron and was happy to oblige. But sometimes, like a teenager, he had to rebel and be his own person for a night. 

The night drew on; JJ won at darts each time and Emily finally had to admit she couldn’t out drink Morgan. Aaron had talked enough football so when Emily and Gideon both said they were calling it a night he stood up as well. 

“I’m beat too guys, I think I’ll head in.” Aaron announced. 

“See you in the morning, I’m gonna stick around for a while and see if I can work my magic.” Morgan replied as he glanced around the restaurant at a group of lovely ladies. 

“I’m going to stay awhile and make it hard for him.” JJ giggled and stuck her tongue out at Derek who also laughed. 

“Yeah I’m gonna hang back and try and beat JJ at darts” Spencer looked at JJ and pointed, “I have the game down now and I will beat you!” He looked back to Aaron and saw the stone cold glare. 

“How late are you planning on staying out Dr. Reid?” The words had escaped his mouth before he could stop them. The entire team froze. 

Spencer simply looked him in the eyes and stood up and walked towards the bathroom. Aaron took one step forward to follow him but thought better of it. Instead he turned and followed Gideon and Emily out the door. 

Spencer felt the tears welling up in his eyes so he splashed his face with cold water and took a few deep breaths. How dare Aaron talk to him that way in public, in front of their friends, their teammates? He wasn’t a child and he wasn’t property. His partner’s insecurities were growing rather than declining over the years and something had to change. He loved Aaron more than anything in the world, but he wouldn’t be treated this way. 

When he returned to the table JJ and Morgan acted like nothing had happened, which he was grateful for. They had a few more drinks, threw some darts and decided to haul it in. 

PART 2 warning NC-17


Tags: reid/hotch/slash

10:57 pm: Let's Go Back
Author: ThatSuddenNeed
Rating: PG Mention of Gay Relationship
Pairing: Reid/Hotch
Disclaimer: I do not own these characters, I just borrow them for slash. I do not make any money off of them.

Notes: How exactly did Aaron and Spencer wind up in this place?

This is 5th in the series of Hotch and Reid. We are going to go back in time and visit the day it all started.


"Didn't expect to see you here, I didn't even know you drank."

Tags: hotch, reid

10:47 pm:

Let's Go Back 
 
San Antonio was hot, even at night. Haley was angry, scratch that, she was disappointed, even worse. Aaron had been gone numerous days over the past 2 weeks and she was lonely, trapped at home with a toddler. Aaron felt awful about it, but this was his job, and they both went into it, eyes open to the hours and the dangers.  
 
He needed a drink.  Something to relax his mind and body. Luckily for him there was a bar inside the hotel. As he walked in he was surprised to see Spencer Reid perched on one of the stools, actually scratch that, he was disappointed, even worse. He would have liked to drink away his problems without having to entertain the kid all night. He seemed to have no other choice, so he sat on the stool next to his co-worker.  
 
"Hey." Hotch looked at Reid and nodded. 
 
"Didn't expect to see you here, I didn't even know you drank." Hotch said a bit too inquisitively. 
 
"I don't, this is just coke," Reid replied jiggling the ice in his glass.  ”I couldn't sleep so I came down here to listen to the piano, you seem tense, you wanna talk?"  
 
Hotch laughed to himself. The kid always wanted to fix people. "No Reid, I'm fine. I just wanted something to drink." 
 
Reid nodded his head, and decided to leave well enough alone. Reid was starting to feel awkward, but other than getting up and leaving he couldn't see how to get around it.  
 
The awkward silence continued as the piano played a few more songs and Hotch had a few more drinks.  

Suddenly Hotch blurted out, "Why does she have to make me feel so guilty about my work? She knew what we were getting into when I accepted the job. We talked about it endlessly before making the decision."  

 
Reid watched Hotch as he poured out his heart and quickly realized his superior had boarded the  "One too many train" and signaled to the bartender to cut him off.  

After a moment of thought he finally answered, "I don't exactly know Hotch, but I assume that talking about it and living it are two very different things. You have to remember that everything changed the day Jack was born.  Now she is stuck at home, alone all day with your child. Every time you leave the house she has to worry whether or not you'll come home. It can’t be easy for her I'm sure."  

'Crap, I’ve said too much’, thought Reid to himself.  

Hotch stared at him for a moment and responded, "So DOCTOR… do you make it your pastime to profile my wife and my marriage?"  

Hotch snorted bitterly. 

"Sorry… of course not sir…” backtracked Reid, “I just thought you wanted my opinion… so I gave it to you. Sorry if I was over stepping my bounds. It's just that… well… it's pretty obvious how unhappy you have been lately.  I’ve never been in a serious relationship myself and so I have had a lot of time to think about it.   Again, sorry if I was out of line." Reid offered his apology.  
 
Hotch took a deep breath and hung his head between his hands on the bar. "No Reid, it's fine and you're right, it probably didn’t require any of your genius to come up with that profile, anyone can see what is going on. I just don't know what to do anymore. I can't keep this up." He took another deep breath and blew the air out of his lips side to side. "How do you deal with the female of the species while doing our job Spencer?"  
 
The moment Spencer always dreaded had arrived in the form of his drunken boss. "Um, well, I don't have a lot of experience with the female species sir, so I'm probably not the one to ask for advice. Um… how about we get you back to your room?   We have a big day tomorrow."  
 
"Yeah, you're right we should probably get back. You must think I'm pathetic right now. I'm sorry Reid; I hadn't expected to run into you here. I had hoped to drown my sorrows alone and in silence." Hotch was sobering up pretty quickly it seemed.  
 
"Hey that's okay. I'm glad I could give you an ear to bend. Sometimes you just have to say something out loud for it to all make sense." Reid said in as casual a way as he could muster.  
 
Reid walked Hotch back to his room and on the way Hotch revisited the dating issue. "So what is the problem with you Spencer? You’re a good-looking guy, you're smart, you get to carry a gun, women love guys with guns.” Apparently Reid’s dreaded conversation was not going to rest tonight.  

“So what’s holding you back?" Hotch obviously wasn't sober. If he were he would have never gotten this personal.   

 
No one but JJ knew about Spencer's sexual orientation, and the only reason she knew was because Gideon had tried so hard to set them up.  Reid had to come clean with her on why he was not interested. She was very understanding and promised to keep his personal business to herself.  

Standing there at Aaron's hotel room door he decided to finally tell the truth, let go of his secret and hope Hotch forgot about it by morning. "I'm not exactly interested in women Hotch."  

There, it was out.  

 
"Oh Spencer, I know your life has been hard and you dress like Mr. Rogers, but you have a lot to offer, why not be interested?" Hotch was laughing at his own bad joke.  

Spencer loved to see him smile, even if it was at a joke that was at his own expense.  

 
"Hotch I'm gay. I don't like women because I, like men." Reid swallowed deeply, he felt like he might faint, and prayed Hotch took this information well.  
 
"You're gay?" Hotch looked directly into Spencer's eyes when he asked this.

But it was the look on Aaron's face that had Spencer's mind spinning…it was one of empathy.  
 


Tags: hotch, reid

07:15 pm: Need
Sunday night had come and Haley was pulling out of the driveway having picked Jack up. The weekend had been exhausting as was to be expected with a 5 year old. Jack had attended a birthday party on Saturday for a friend from school. He begged his father to let Spencer come so he could show off some magic tricks. Of course Spencer wanted to do this for Jack but these were the situations neither man had become used to. Yes, Jack's friends parents knew about Spencer and Aaron, but it made Haley uncomfortable and a lot of questions would come up not only from the other children but also the parents. Aaron had decided it was best if Spencer went alone with Jack and given the choices Jack happily agreed. Aaron vented his pent up disappointment by attacking the yard work.  The rest of the weekend had been spent playing ball and eating out. Pizza Pizza Pizza, that's all the 5 year old ever wanted to eat.

"Alone at last." Aaron was stretched out on the sofa watching a Tivo'd Dateline episode and reached out for Spencer when he walked by.

"So it appears." Spencer replied and sat on the other end of the sofa, near Aaron's feet.

"No, lay down here by me, I've missed you." Aaron pulled the long lean body down on top of him and inhaled the smell of his hair. "God I love you, have I told you that before?"

"Only 10 times a day but I never get tired of hearing it. " That was no lie, Spencer thought to himself when he answered Aaron back.

Spencer started stroking a hand up and down Aaron's chest, looking deep into his eyes as he did. Aaron moaned a flirtatious moan and pulled Spencer's mouth down on top of his. The kiss started out soft but soon they were battling for dominance, tongues sliding effortlessly over themselves. Aaron's hands were in Spencer's hair and Spencer's had reached down to Aaron's hard cock. Through his athletic shorts he began rubbing the erection. Aaron's hip had raised up and he was pressing into Spencer. They looked like teenagers who had caught an hour alone after school with no parents home.

"God, more..more". Aaron exclaimed as he lifted Spencer's own T-shirt. He delved directly into the pale mans dusky colored nipples. Sucking one into his mouth until it formed a perfect bud. Spencer's eyes had rolled up into his head and a sound like air deflating from his lungs was just audible. He began pulling off Aaron's shirt also but was taking too long so Aaron did it himself. Sometimes he had to feel in control no matter what the situation.

Spencer returned the favor and moving down Aaron's body. He began by nibbling on his neck, kissing his collar bone and then finally making his way to to Aaron's nipples. He quickly licked one, fluttering his tongue but just barely touching the skin. His lover was biting his bottom lip and moaning low and deep. He had reached down and was toying with Spencer's erection through his khaki shorts. Spencer thought to himself that even after all this time just a simple touch still sparked all this feeling between them.

Spencer started to tug down Aaron's shorts and boxer briefs, which Spencer thought he looked incredibly sexy in, and then stood up to remove his own khakis and boxer shorts.  Once they were both fully naked Spencer climbed back on top of Aaron, who was being a bit impatient with the entire episode. He got like this sometimes when Jack visited. They had a rule, no sex while Jack was in the house. They saw him so rarely they had agreed it was probably for the best and besides, Spencer tended to be a bit too noisy anyway. But Aaron had quite a drive and even 2 nights without any form of release was hard for him to handle.

"Just touch me, I'm so hard it hurts." Aaron nearly ordered Spencer, but it was fine, Spencer liked it. He knew that the night Jack left wasn't about romance as much as hunger. He reached down and started stroking his partners rock hard shaft. Aaron immediately began rocking into the pattern. "Oh yeah, just like that baby, mmm". Aaron was obviously enjoying himself. Not one to be selfish he was stroking Spencer's cock right along.

It felt good, there was no doubting it, but it wasn't the pace Spencer enjoyed and he knew it would take some extra time to finish. Sometimes he hated being a profiler as much as he hated being a genius. He knew that dealing with Haley, no matter how much they got along, still stressed Aaron out. Seeing Haley made him feel like he had something to prove. Make sure everyone knew he was still a man, even if he was gay. But in the end the only person he had to prove anything to was himself and if a night of "macho" love making was what Spencer would have to endure to give Aaron that satisfaction, he could oblige. And he would never say a word to Aaron about it.

Aaron could tell Spencer was trying as hard as he could to pleasure him but today he needed hard and strong not the sensual controlled movements Spencer was providing and it just wasn't happening at the pace he needed. Usually he would just relax and go with it but tonight he needed the release.

"Here let me." He said to Spence as he took both of their cocks in his hand at the same time. Stroking them both he knew he was concentrating too much on himself. This made him feel guilty but only for a moment, he would deal with guilt later and as soon as he'd come, he would concentrate on Spencer.

Spencer looked down and saw Aaron squeezing his eyes shut and crinkling his nose, his telltale orgasm face. He leaned down and started nibbling his ear, which he knew was Aaron's sweet spot, and started stroking his nipples. Within moments Aaron was spreading his hot seed all over their stomachs. He was also crying out very loudly which was something he only really did on these types of nights. Spencer was glad this part was finished. He would oblige, but it didn't mean he liked it.

The one good thing was that Aaron's orgasm had helped lubricate the dry hand job Spencer was not exactly enjoying. Once Aaron had regained composure he became the loving considerate  partner again. He began stroking Spencer the way he knew he needed and kissing his neck in the spot that melted him. Their lips met and the kisses were soft and slow. Within a few minutes Spencer felt the burning and explosion he was looking so forward to. He came slowly and took Aaron's mouth while he did. It was relaxing almost. And when he was done they laid together, fingers intertwined, just being.

"I'm sorry if I was a bit needy tonight, I don't know what came over me." Aaron explained.

"It's okay, I understand." Spencer whispered in his ear.

"I love you baby. I knew you would" and Spencer thought he could almost hear a break in Aaron's voice so he held him tighter as the both drifted off to sleep.

Tags: hotch, reid, slash

12:14 pm: This is Family
It was the second weekend of the month which meant Jack was visiting. Reid loved Jack and always looked forward to his visit. If it were up to him, Jack would visit a lot more often but back then Aaron hadn't wanted to fight Haley very hard on the custody agreement. At the time Aaron had been secretly ashamed of Spencer and what their relationship meant and he didn't want Haley to broadcast the situation, which she would have back then when emotions were so raw, so he agreed to all her requests with little to no battle. Now 3 years later Spencer and Aaron were working with a lawyer to see more of Jack.

This had been discussed with the boy of course and he had exclaimed that he loved his two daddies. Then he told a story about how his friend Wendy has two mommies and they went and asked the teacher about it and she told them that anyone who loved you could be your family and that was all that mattered. Spencer had to excuse himself after that and Aaron knew he was crying. He was always so sensitive.

The reason Spencer loved having Jack around was because it felt like a real family unit. He never had that with his mother. It meant so much when Jack would call and ask him for help with homework or a project. Even more meaningful was that Jack was only in Kindergarten, so Haley could easily help him with anything but he knew she urged Jack to call and ask Spencer for the help. This meant she accepted him, finally after all this time she accepted him.

Aaron stood at the sink wearing jeans and a Redskins t-shirt, his usual out of work attire, washing the dishes and watching Jack and Spencer at the table working on take-aways. He loved how Spencer could make Kindergarten subtraction into a learning game with candy Jack shouldn't be having so close to bedtime. He thought about how realistically, working on such  low level math problems probably killed more of his brain cells than helped. This thought made him laugh a little out loud which caught Spencer's attention and he glanced over at Aaron and smiled. That full lipped smile and twinkle in his eye spoke volumes to Aaron that this set up made him happy.

They had come so far with Jack and Haley. At first it was tough, Haley was less than thrilled to hand her toddler over to her ex husband and his boyfriend. Especially when that boyfriend was a large part of the career that had chipped away at their marriage in the first place. Visits had been few and far between and at times Spencer wasn't included, which he knew broke the man's heart. But now, 3 years later they were amending the custody papers in everyone's agreement.

When he had finished loading the dishwasher he walked over to the kitchen table and snagged a red gummy bear, his favorite. "Daddy!!!" Jack cried out in a tone that could only be referred to as accusation. "What, I was hungry?" Aaron replied in a tone that could only be referred to as innocence. "You completely threw off our take away problem we were working on. It was 7-2 and the answer would have been(Spencer shoots a glance over to Jack to make sure he is paying attention) "5" the boy gladly chimed in(Spencer shot him a thumbs up)but now it's 6-2 which makes the answer" Jack all but jumped out of his chair in delight for knowing both the answers "4", he exclaimed!!! "Oh really", Aaron asked as if in deep thought, "well, now it's 3", he said as he playfully grabbed another bear and ran off down the hall.

Spencer looked at Jack in surprise and a smile broke out across his face, "Get him!!!" he instructed as he grabbed a handful of gummy bears and charged after Aaron down the hall. By the time Jack caught up there was an all out gummy bear war ensuing.

Aaron ran out from behind his "cover" of a desk and whisked Jack up in his arms. "I have a hostage Agent Reid." Aaron called out to Spencer. "Daddy NO" Jack laughed out loud, a belly laugh, Aaron's favorite kind. "Drop your weapons or the boy gets it." Aaron had his hands in perfect tickle placement. "Spencer help me!" Jack was out of breath and nearly crying with laughter at this point. "Alright, I surrender" he replied raising his hands in defeat. But at the last  moment he threw a red gummy bear directly at Aaron and it landed smack on his forehead. The look on his face was one of surprise and amusement. He held his word though and immediately started tickling the boy.

Laughter boomed through the house. "Save me from daddy Spencer!!!" Jack called out in tears of joy that only a good tickling can bring on. "I'm coming Jack", Spencer replied and ran over, but the joke was on the child because as soon as he got there he joined in on the tickling. The 3 boys continued their game until bedtime.

At the end of the day this is what life was all about. This was family.

Tags: hotch, reid

02:49 pm: Just Desserts
Spencer arrived home earlier than Aaron as usual. He always did since his job had more paper work and late night meetings than Spencer's. He was pretty positive he would not be eating a home cooked meal this evening but decided to sit down and pay the bills just in case Aaron came home early to surprise him. That had been the deal, Spencer had been away for a week for work and Aaron had been beyond horny when they saw each other at work that day, so Spencer had "helped him" with the predicament in return for a home cooked dinner, but Aaron hadn't been thrilled with the trade. He sat down at the dining room table and began looking at this months damage. The cable bill always irritated him. He understood that Aaron felt he needed 130 paid Sports channels in order to some how feel less guilty for being gay, but it didn't mean he had to like it. He knew it was better than a secret family in the city, but it cost them $60 a month and he never used it. But even after all these years Aaron still struggled with guilt. This was an issue that never bothered Spencer. He was born this way and had always known the truth. He had numerous relationships throughout his life and even a rather serious one in college that painfully had not worked out but Spencer was Aaron's first homosexual relationship and if it was up to him it would be his last. They just worked so well together. True soul mates. Spencer constantly thanked god they had found each other.

Just then he heard keys in the door and a smile broke out over his face, but when his soul mate came through the door carrying a bag of Chinese take out that smile quickly faded. Aaron recognized the look on Spencer's face immediately and interjected with "Wait wait, don't be mad, I have a good reason for the take out I swear!!!" "Aaron Hotchner", Spencer complained, "China Wok is NOT a home cooked dinner!" Aaron defended himself "I know but here is how I look at it, since you were gone there is no food in the house. By the time I fumbled my way around the grocery store and then came home and fumbled my way through dinner, that would leave little time and energy for dessert!" The geniuses eyes narrowed and he suspiciously asked "What did you get for dessert?" His lovers eye brows shot up in excitement as he pulled a can of Redi Whip out of a bag. "Dirty trick!" Spencer exclaimed but was smiling as Aaron leaned down and nuzzled his neck, nibbling on his ear. Tingles spread across his whole body. No one had ever had this effect on him before.

When Aaron lightly ran his tongue over Spencer's outer ear his breath caught and Aaron slipped a hand between his undershirt and slacks. He found Spencer already rock hard and this pleased him. He kissed the back of the younger mans neck and whispered, "I love you so much baby" into his hair. Between the sensation of his lover barely brushing his fingers over his stiff cock and his warm breath on his neck Spencer's pale skin broke out in goose bumps. Not to mention the words themselves that had been uttered. Those words from Aaron alone, in such a soft meaningful way, could send him over the edge. "I love you too, you're my everything." he replied and pulled his mouth around so he could kiss him deeply.

Tears started to well up in his eyes and he wanted to kick himself. He was always overly emotional and he thought it probably annoyed Aaron. His lover had just looked into his eyes, seeing them teared up and began undressing him. He kissed up and down his stomach but landed at his belly button, gently suckling, sending him into a whirlwind of feelings. When he started licking the head of his penis Spencer caught himself moaning in pleasure.

Aaron had started unbuckling Spencer's belt and unzipping his slacks when he noticed Spencer's eyes full of tears. He smiled to himself. That unconditional love and raw emotion was one of the main reasons he was so in love with him. But right now he simply wanted Spencer in his mouth. He laid a few kisses down his stomach and nibbled a bit at his belly button. He heard Spencer moan and took that opportunity to lick the tip of his penis and run his tongue up and down the long pale shaft. His lover's body jerked and then relaxed when he took his entire length into his mouth at once. He had always loved the way Spencer would chew his lips as he was being pleasured. Not just the bottom lip but his top as well. He always wondered if he was doing genius math in his head in order to prolong his experience. He felt Spencer's hand in his hair urging him on and so he continued the blow job and added his hand to the mix to make it even better.

Spencer felt himself growing too close and knew he needed to pace himself. He realized he was chewing his lips again and tried to concentrate on breathing, not chewing his lips off and not coming embarrssingly fast. He was a genius so this shouldn't be hard. He put his hand in Aaron's hair because any way he could feel closer to Aaron made his experience even better. When Aaron started stroking him his his hand and his mouth he knew he was a goner. The heat was growing so quickly and no amount of lip chewing was going to help him hold back. Each lick and each stroke brought him closer to the edge. "Stop Aaron, oh god I'm too close stop.."

When Spencer cried out for him to stop, his lover's voice breathy and lost he knew he had little time to let up before Spencer would let go. He always waited until the last possible moment before begging for more time. So he backed off immediately and yanked his slacks down a bit more so he could kiss those pasty thighs. He looked up and saw Spencer breathing heavily but precisely and knew that was the way he gathered himself. He gave him a few more moments and started to slowly lick up and down his shaft. Circling his head and then in one quick motion he took him all in, down to the base and suckled. Spencer literally cried out and grabbed the sides of his chair. He knew he would be coming any minute so he bagan taking him quickly from the head to the base, suckling and rubbing his slim thighs as he did so. Within moments Spencer was thrusting, crying out in heavy moans and shooting off inside his mouth. He loved it, he took down every drop and made sure not to leave any behind. The taste of Spencer was something he prayed everyday he would never have to be without.

Spencer had never been so grateful for Aaron to stop. He always had control issues when it came to his lover's amazing blow jobs. Sometimes he waited just a second too long to cry out and then no amount of control could keep him from exploding. But this time he gave enough warning and Aaron thankfully stopped right away so he was able to compose himself. He took a few deep breaths and just concentrated on the light kisses hes lover was brushing across his thighs. But then he started licking him again, just teasing but still enough for the fire to start building again. And then it happened, Aaron took his entire aching cock in his mouth all the way from the to top to the base and began suckling him. The fire grew into and explosion within seconds and he almost fell out of his chair. He swore the earth was moving as Aaron swallowed every last drop he had shot into his mouth.

When it was over Spencer had zero energy to as much as zip his pants. Aaron was sitting at his feet with his head in his lap gently stroking his thigh, most likely absent mindedly. Spencer was rubbing his hand through Aaron's hair reminding himself just how in love he was with this magnificent man while he relished in his post orgasm glow. He realized he was starving and glanced over towards the dinner Aaron had brought in. Aaron looked up and caught his eye, "That take out doesn't seem too awful now does it?" he asked him in a mocking tone. "Actually I was thinking about how we didn't get to have dessert." he replied and looked down into his lover's eyes with a naughty smile.

This is the life, Aaron thought as he stood up and scooped his lover into a fireman's hold making sure to grab the Redi Whip on the way towards the bedroom, yes, this is the life.